by Paula Vanderzon,
Guest writer, In5D.com
When anchoring into the 5D matrix it is important to leave your humanness behind because it just weighs you down. The higher dimensional being that you are is not human and when you anchor into the 5th dimensional matrix you are no longer human – not as you know a human to be anyway. There are new character traits and ways of behavior and being. So you need to wipe clean any trace of humanness as you know it, to make way for a New Human to emerge. You don’t suddenly become an alien or start glowing, it is not about becoming something else completely, but it is about awakening the new you which has been trapped in the 3D matrix of human suffering and control.
The ego is a major part of being human. It is about safety and you definitely don’t need safety in the 5th dimension. There is no such thing as safety – what are you trying to be safe from? This concept just doesn’t exist in 5th dimensional reality.
When you want to feel safe in 3D then you make up stories in your mind that help you feel safe. These include stories about confrontations and arguments in your life where you convince yourself that others are to blame for your circumstances or events happening to you. This is your reality but it also an ego trait. Don’t focus on whose fault it is, just take ownership for the part you played and don’t try and blame anyone else. If you messed up, so what, own this and then let go of being human.
In the 5th dimension you can’t mess anything up because there is nothing to ruin or get wrong. Everything is happening perfectly. As it does in the 3rd dimension but the humanness in you needs to put meaning and reasons, and good and bad, and right or wrong, on every event in order to feel safe and comfortable. Which is why you need an ego to help you do this.
So the first step in anchoring to 5D is to let go of ego, take the fall, be responsible for all your choices and move on into a state of being where you can’t mess up and where you don’t need your ego to tell you it is everyone else’s fault in order to feel safe and loved.
Feeling or needing to be loved is something that also needs to go before anchoring into 5D. When we feel loved we feel safe. This is how we form our tribes to survive. We rely on others for hunting, gathering and shelter as well as emotional support. These are our families, friends and workmates in modern times. If we feel loved and accepted by these people, then we feel safe. Our egos then help us with behaviors that make us feel accepted in order to keep us safe. This ego behavior comes at a sacrifice for our truth. We don’t say or do what we truly believe or feel because it is more important to be accepted and loved than it is to be true. If we stand up for ourselves then we might be ostracized. If we stand up to our boss, we may lose our job and therefore money and our safety and security. If we upset our family then we may be shunned and lose their love, again upsetting our safety and security.
Can you see how the ego does its job in keeping you safe and secure at the expense of being who you are. This is what it means to let go of your humanness. It is your humanness that is keeping you trapped in this 3D cycle. When you no longer identify with these human-ego traits you can be a separate self-generating entity who does not rely on anything outside of you for your love, acceptance, approval, safety and security. What you will find is that there are no fears anymore because there is no reason to be fearful, because you couldn’t care less what anyone else thinks of you anymore, because it does not impact on your safety or security!
In the 5th dimension, you are not relying on anyone else for your income, love, support, acceptance, safety and security, and you therefore survive by letting your soul guide you.
You have an inner feeling at the core of who you are which will guide you to your next meal, next vacation, new clothes, movie tickets whatever it is that you desire at that time. If you need money to pay for these things, then an opportunity will come to you to provide you with this money. When you stay in your heart space and only act from this place in truth and integrity to who you are, you start to attract what you need to support more of this.
While you are in transition (ego dying and soul leading) it can feel like you have no support and you just have to get used to this feeling and embrace it for awhile. You may lose everything you own; your job, your friends and even family while in transition. But you will find that you are still you. You will find that the inner you becomes stronger and more resilient. It has to. There is no other option.
You have no ego anymore to tell you stories or convince you to do things that are outside of your truth in order to survive.
You learn how to be true to yourself and to only follow your heart’s calling. This is what it means to lose your humanness. You lose your ability to compromise on who you are for the trade-off of love, support and security.
You become your own self generating love machine. You generate this love and support and security from within you, not needing anyone else in this world to give it to you or mirror it for you. All you ever need is within you. This is what it means to lose your humanness.
Once you have lost your humanness your life becomes peaceful because you are not worrying about where to get your next act of love from, or whether you have enough money in the bank to last until you die.
You constantly feel safe, secure and loved. Imagine this?
Imagine feeling that there is infinite love, infinite money, infinite experiences just there whenever you need them. This is all within you. You line up with the universe and all is provided for you. Rather than going through other humans to get these things, you get them directly from your inner universe. The universe conspires in your favor and brings you everything you desire. To be clear, this does not mean you get everything that an ego might desire. Remember you have no ego in this space and so desires will look and feel differently.
If you are in 3D and are human, then you might imagine that this means bigger cars, luxury boats, power and control. But in 5D these things don’t really matter, and so what you desire may be quite different from what a 3D human desires. This does not mean you can’t have luxury if you desire it, but it may mean that you no longer desire these things at all.
This is what it means to lose your humanness – because what human would not desire luxury and money!!
In 5D, truth and integrity are more meaningful. Being who you are is fulfilling and means more than money, status or power. Your life is fueled by deep desire. There is no intention setting or goals, or plans, just the flow of desire. This is what it feels like to lose your humanness.
This is what it means to lose your humanness.
About the author: Paula Vanderzon is a spiritual evolutionist, teacher and soul writer who lives in South Australia. Follow her on Facebook www.facebook.com/paulavanderzonhealing